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Diego | Number Two ([personal profile] superbitter) wrote2020-05-29 09:17 pm

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decohere: (so i'm saying my goodbyes)

[personal profile] decohere 2020-05-31 01:11 pm (UTC)(link)
There's an inherent distrust that Ava has for the incredibly wealthy, doesn't believe in any ethical way to accumulate that much money and no amount of charity to offset the evils that surround it. The man had used it to buy children, after all. But she doesn't take immediate offense to the offer, knowing it came from a good place. Seeing how Diego lived, when he had the ability to afford more, spoke to the type of person he was. He was hardly flaunting it. Unable to get a job herself, Ava lived mostly off what Bill could spare her, so much of his savings gone into funding the equipment and the energy required to run it all.

"Bill's just a professor," she admits, "We make ends meet." There's a small flicker of guilt across her expression, because as hard she tries to make up for her past, how much time she's devoted to helping Diego take down bad guys across the city... "I steal. Sometimes." And it's hardly petty, but she tries not to keep a running total. She doesn't want to come up against a number where she has to wonder if her life is worth it anymore.

"Do I want to know the record time?" she's hesitant, trying to keep the edge out of her voice as she contemplates murder of yet another old man. She plates up the food because it seems nicer than eating out of takeout containers, though all her dishes are plastic. She's dropped far too many to chance it anymore, because all it takes is a split second of flashing out for her to lose her grip. She's particularly careful with these though, clearing off a spot at the table. "I spent far too many years under bland diet plans to not enjoy flavor now." She smiles, and finally asks a question she's been wondering for awhile. "So where did he pick you up from?"
decohere: (this is the end)

[personal profile] decohere 2020-06-01 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
"You'll have to speak to him about it," she concedes, because handling money isn't something Ava's really ever had much experience in. What she has is stuffed away in a jar in a cabinet, because the idea of a bank account or having even a false name on file anywhere makes her uneasy. She reassures herself it isn't really paranoia when it's justified, when there's an entire prison out in the middle of the ocean for people like her when they refuse to cooperate. And Ava has no plans of cooperating ever again. Her foot nudges against Diego's under the table.

A long time has her stabbing at her food. She tries not to think about the experiments she underwent either, to test the limits of her abilities. She hates what both of them have gone through, but she's grateful there's at least a shared understanding. It'd be difficult for her to open up otherwise, to try explaining any of her experiences to someone incapable of relating. "Thought you'd at least be good chopping things up," she jokes. "I can cook a bit," because Bill did most of her grocery shopping, and made a point of delivering actual fresh ingredients instead of stuff she could lazily shove in the microwave.

The contrast of the way Diego speaks about his mother catches her attention, definitely without the bitterness he carries toward his father. "Yeah. Him. Do you know much about your..." she doesn't want to say real family. How could he consider the people that never planned for him or sold him away as such? "I don't know. I was born in Argentina. I've never been back. My father was from London. Only time I've been was to..." assassinate an ambassador. She frowns. "Do you ever just wonder? What your life would be like. If none of all this happened?"
decohere: (it's a cruel cruel world)

[personal profile] decohere 2020-06-02 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
She nods in agreement. Yesterday she wouldn't have imagined any reason for the two of them to meet, and now it feels like everything depends on it going well. Bill always made it clear that he merely tolerated her risking her safety out there, he didn't exactly approve of the chances of her getting caught. Or worse. And Diego's the reason it's become more of a reoccurring pattern, though she's never told him as much. Since they met so haphazardly in the middle of a crime scene, she got caught up somewhere between wanting to spend more time with him and unable to figure out how else, and wanting to make sure Diego wasn't going to be the death of himself. Bill was more than just a scientific genius. He was observant, and knew her well. He'd put two and two together.

Something stupidly domestic like cooking together is a much nicer thought, and she considers his suggestion with a small smile. "I'll leave you to the onions," she decides, "And all the knives. It is your superpower, after all." She always wonders just how many knives he has on him at any given time. One day she plans on stripping him to find out. Instead she takes another bite of food, pretending the warmth in her face is more due to the spice than the thought.

Her fingertips brush across his open palm, tracing up and down each of his fingers before settling to press palms together. She likes the way her hand fits in his, likes how he offers it so freely. "Your mother sounds nice," she comments, likes to think at least something from his childhood was good. "Maybe when I'm better... We can go. Mexico, Argentina, I don't care. Somewhere together."
decohere: (it's a cruel cruel world)

[personal profile] decohere 2020-06-02 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
She has no idea what it means to julienne an onion, but she's pretty sure the term he's using is wrong and she laughs. "Is that where you poison them and then stab yourself, Romeo?" and okay, she's not super familiar with that story either other than it ends badly. Maybe it's Juliet that does the stabbing. Do they both? There's definitely something about poisoning in there.

The word programmed certainly doesn't escape her notice, and she's not sure if she ever picked up on the fact before that his mother wasn't quite human. Ava's not opposed to the idea of AI, even after Tony Stark's idiotic attempt to create an army of robots that ultimately turned against him. Ava doesn't blame Ultron. She'd have turned against Stark too, if he was trying to give her orders. Maybe she wouldn't go so far to try dropping an entire chunk of country into the planet, but... "I'm glad you had her." She's curious how often he visits, given it would probably require seeing his father to do so.

"Never?" she sounds slightly surprised by that, her own travel across the world rather extensive. Although all sponsored by the government, with targets and handlers and not all that much time to sightsee. Ava wants to see museums, try food, wander local streets. Things she's been deprived of most of her life, inside the country or out of it. "If you could go anywhere...?"
decohere: (it's a cruel cruel world)

[personal profile] decohere 2020-06-02 10:47 am (UTC)(link)
"Julienne," she corrects, though no hint of judging. Her own skills are basic, she never really had anyone to impress and her own standards were fairly low in most aspects of life. As long as things weren't undercooked or burnt, she usually considered it a success. "And I don't actually know what it means. I just assume cut up, but make it fancy." Luckily there were youtube videos for those sorts of things.

Or they could just continue with takeout. Because this was good. Ava stays quiet for a bit to eat, missing her mouth a few times and trying to keep her frustrations down by gripping his hand tighter. She's at least stubborn enough not to give up in the middle of simple tasks like she used to be.

She needs this though, the casual talk of plans for a future, things to look forward to even if the specifics never pan out. She has to believe there is one for her, otherwise the existential dread becomes too much. "You really do like pasta, huh?"
decohere: (this is the end)

[personal profile] decohere 2020-06-04 08:33 am (UTC)(link)
She puts down her fork and reaches across to gingerly cup Diego's chin to make sure he's looking at her, knows he's laughing it off but doesn't quite like the way he's called it a mistake. Not over something so inconsequential. "I thought it was cute," she tells him.

"Besides," she adds, "I can maybe name two types of noodles. Spaghetti and macaroni." She knows there's plenty of other shapes, but honestly, she thinks they all taste about the same. But she enjoys his enthusiasm, likes getting to learn more about the sorts of things that Diego likes. It's weird how little she knew until today.

"How's your head doing?" she brushes her fingers lightly through his hair again, coming close to but careful to avoid the actual bump. "I meant to grab you ice before..."